Sunday, November 19, 2006

I'm a Hot Little Potato Right Now

Friday: the best phone call EVER.

Saturday: little sleep, lots of running around, but a good dinner.

Sunday: good talk at church, but I was already feeling...well, not the love I can tell you that-- but I decided to stick around even though I was just in a mood. Now I am a major GRUMPYPANTS bad mood woman and I can't quite put a finger on why. I think its the same old thing. And while it just is what it is, and its not like people are malicious or malintentioned, those fact still are not helpful to me. I am tired of hearing how if only I made more efforts or if only I this or that: the fact is that experience has shown me it does not matter what I do. This is just the state of my life, so I need to suck it up, but at the moment I am filled with grump and foulness. Even a nap didn't help. Or talking to my sister. Or blogging. Ugh.

And at this point I"ll be going into parental time already grumpy and not in the most gracious state of mind.


g said...

What is this phone call you speak of?

sorry for the grumpyiness. That is sad. Wish I could help, but alas, I am clearly clueless about such things.

jasmine said...

I miss you. Let's get together and watch a movie. I am in DESPERATE need of more of you in my life.